Today, I smiled, subconsciously. And the smile continues.
Many times, I wake up attached to the mood from my subconscious thoughts. Sometimes I cried, and it can last for a day or two.
However, this morning at 05:40 AM, I had to grab my phone and take notes before I let myself go back to sleep, smiling.
- Be bold.
- A moderate bold.
- Not rude.
- Smile.
- Confident.
- You are good.
I’ve been working on myself, trying to get out of my shit for these past months. I have been feeling down lately. But this morning, I feel like things going to get better on the way now.
It’s common that I woke up attached to the mood I got from my subconscious thoughts. Especially those sad moods usually will stay much longer even though I tried to shake them away. Sometimes I could remember a part of the melody I create subconsciously, but most of the time I let them go and forgot about it. Sometimes I could remember the smile and the good feelings, but it doesn’t last too.
This morning, however, I felt like I needed to note down what is it that makes me smile in my sleep. So I pleasantly grab the phone with my half-open eyes while smiling and noted down those things which I listed above and went back to my sleep, smiling.
Be bold. A moderate bold. Not rude.
Smile. Confident. You are good.
